Even before they happen. My interview isn't until Monday, but today was the "last" day of working my current job. The job I am applying to, if I get it, will have me work for three weeks straight, but then I get one week off. If I receive the position, then I will travel to my hometown and visit with friends and family, but also work two or three days at my job, since I didn't put in my two weeks.
But still, I'm going to miss working with my coworkers and seeing all of my customers. I'm just glad me and a friend are going on a mini vacation before I find anything out.
Leaving work was a little hard, knowing that I'm not going to see them every day like normal. Before work today, I gave one of my precious kitties away to a good home, since I won't be able to take them with me. It was really sad, especially when I came home tonight to only one cat. Soon, she too will be gone, and no one will greet me when I get home.
And I've said good bye to some of my friends, and it's been an emotional rollercoaster for me. I'm going to full on miss them. Like, cry myself to sleep every night for the next month.
But, I guess I do have the one week a month to visit with everyone, but it's still hard knowing I can't just pick up the phone and see if anyone wants to do anything.
Yesterday I wasn't so bad, but tonight I am basically a wreck, or a hot mess, maybe.
I haven't even started packing, not that I need to pack everything right now, obviously, since I don't know if I have the job yet. But I still need to do laundry, anyway.
Well, I'm going to go mope around, maybe watch a sad movie, and hopefully get a little organized for the coming week.
안녕. (bye)
